Bathurst. You have not lost, I hope? You are looking" and she
stopped.
"Shaky?" he said. "Yes; I feel shaky. I had not a penny on the
race, for though the Doctor made me put into a sweep last night at
the club, I drew a blank; but the shouting and excitement at the
finish seemed to take my breath away, and I felt quite faint."
"That is just how I felt; I did not know men felt like that. They
don't generally seem to know what nerves are."
"I wish I didn't; it is a great nuisance. The Doctor tries to
persuade me that it is the effect of overwork, but I have always
been so from a child, and I can't get over it."
"You don't look nervous, Mr. Bathurst."
"No; when a man is a fair size, and looks bronzed and healthy, no
one will give him credit for being nervous. I would give a very
great deal if I could get over it."
"I don't see that it matters much one way or the other, Mr. Bathurst."
"I can assure you that it does. I regard it as being a most serious
misfortune."
Isobel was a little surprised at the earnestness with which he
spoke.
"I should not have thought that," she said quietly; "but I
can understand that it is disagreeable for a man to feel nervous,
simply, I suppose, because it is regarded as a feminine quality; but
I think a good many men are nervous. We had several entertainments
on board the ship coming out, and it was funny to see how many great
strong men broke down, especially those who had to make speeches.
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